I have failed at this blogging thing and my attempt to get healthier. Time has gotten away from me. I have been finding myself with early mornings and late nights at work (a job that's more or less supposed to be 8:30am-5pm Monday through Friday), coming home to eat, trying to walk or or do a small workout, and then off to bed. There has also been some job searching, Ph.D. considering, and wedding planning in there, usually on the weekends. My goals have not been met.
As I sit here, thinking of all the calories I consumed today, and being 481 days from the wedding, I'm finding myself far short from my goals. Endless attempts, and a true desire to change my lifestyle for the better have failed, but I refuse to give up hope. More than six months ago, I felt I had plenty of time to reach my goals, now I look at the lack of time as a challenge, and pressure to merely encourage me to work harder. Though I try not to procrastinate, I always did my best work in college while under pressure. While eating healthier and exercising more is very different from writing a paper, it's still a project, and one I want to be a success.
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